.. wadeva ..

so it does matter.

2008-07-10T19:13:00.004+08:00

class suck like shit today.
and i emo like fuck.

i always thought it doesnt matter.
but i guess i am really wrong.
it affected me like shit.

how i wish i could turn back the fucking time.
but i guess its too late.
its too late.

madness

2008-05-21T20:14:00.008+08:00

its been super long.
but who cares?

i am starting to really really like my class which is super bad!
all those super crazy people are killing me with their madness everyday.
but i find myself liking the class more this way.
gosh i am like totally insane!
like seriously.

it was tuesday yesterday.
and i cant wait for the next!
i am missing the dumb cube like crazy!
she is super super cute.

...

weird

2007-11-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

yay! i look weird now.

i cut my hair and i look weird now. or maybe i am just not used to it.

but right now i am officially WEIRD!! wahahahas.

full stop.

grad nite'o7

2007-11-16T18:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the day when all my classmates looked super gorgeous(including the mohawk)!! like seriously.. my class was the best of the best of the best!! hahaha.. what a bias statement i just made.. but its the truth of the truth..

many many pictures were taken with the many many gorgeous people in my class. ~~now i can sell them away! anyone wants them? fifty dollars for one quarter of the picture~~ hahaha. *lame

and right now. i have officially graduated from ij which i am supposed to be happy about but not. instead.. kind of really sad.. the thought of going to a new school the next year without the smiling faces of those whom i have known for five years really suck. and the thought of not being able to be in the same class with those whom i am sure to miss is driving me insane. i never expected myself to not feel happy about graduating from ij when i hated school like hell when i first entered secondary. how stupid.

i guess i will really miss my beloved 5n1'07!!

may everyone of us fly towards our dreams and achieve what we hope for ourselves. take care my friend. may god bless you in everything you do. and never ever forget me!! wahahahas..

we are all stars
shinning so beautifully when the sky is dark
leading each other to their destination
wherever one may go

i love my class.. i love 5n1'07.. i love all you 5n1'07-ers..

bye!

grad nite dress

2007-11-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

due to my lack of sleep this morning.. i woke up super late this afternoon.. and so the plan on going to bugis was delayed by one hour.. took a bus down to bugis and there goes another one hour to shop for my clothes.. hahas..

shopped around bugis this afternoon.. looked around here and there like a lost sheep and finally when i went to bugis street i found a super cheap dress for my grad nite.. it looks alright.. and the prices pretty good too.. was really surprised that it was that cheap.. wanna know how much? ask and maybe i will tell.. hahas..

unbelievable..

shopping for grad nite stuff is nothing near to finish. hahah.. continuing it on wednesday i guess.. just one day before my actual grad nite. hahaha. such loser!

a little random but BoA is damn pretty in anyband.

like seriously.. so pretty..

bye!

schools coming to an end!

2007-11-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

its 01 36 and i am asleep but surfing the net.. its been so long since i last updated my blog? was really busy pretending to study for my o levels but in actual fact slacking around doing nothing but stone, rot and die.. and now its officially 3 more days to the end of my journey as a student in ij and a start of a new journey in which i still do not have any idea what kind of journey awaits me..

and anyways.. schooling in ij has finally came to end for me.. after 11 years of studying in ij.. i wonder what will come upon me in the near future.. i guess i will be just some useless fool re-taking her o levels as she was busy pretending the year before. hahaha. stupid.

if only i could get into the course of my dreams with the definitely lousy results next year.. possible? obviously not..

if only i could get the job of my dreams without much education.. without any certificate.. possible? obviously not.. unless i am planning to sweep the floor for singapore and keep it clean and green..

how ridiculous of me to be complaining about myself after everything is done and cant be unchanged..

enough of all those crap right now.

i wanna go korea! now this is important. haha.. without cash, how i wish i can go korea without cash.

if only.. if only..

i wanna go.. not to korea but somewhere else too.. to that one place where i have been dying to go too. i have to go.. i have to go!

grad nite'07. this coming thursday. guess it will be the last time i will be seeing my fellow classmate whom most of them i have known for five years.. and will greatly miss even though we were never close and hardly even spoke.

alright now. i guess i will be getting up soon. god bless ya. good morning!

orange head!

2007-07-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

damn.. i am bored. waiting for my precious mp3. its taking forever to charge. damn. how annoying!

its been so long since i updated. been really busy, i guess. haha. actually just didnt have the mood to do so..

lifes been sucky as usual. nothing special.

hmmm. school. i went to school today even though i decided not to yesterday. i went for night study today. even though i decided not to this morning. i was almost late for school today. not only did i left my house late. i took a longer time to the bus stop. hahas. stupid me. lesson in school are boring as usual.

night study today was fun!

selina work wonders. she just added a little colour to my ugly colouring and its a totally different piece. and right after she touch up on my colouring, i got praised by my art teacher. hahas. how weird. but anyways. its all selinas credit. THANK YOU SELINA! and stop ill treating me.. hahas..

i left my art in school. :)

I MISS JOYCE!!i have not soo much to tell her but something i cant wait to share with her. mann. how annoying. its really kinda weird not having her at home now, even though this is not the first time she stayed out for two nights. but damn her.

ohhh yeah.. i changed my blogskin.

orange head smiled to me today! waa! orange head is so cute. i never expected to see orange head today, but i did. how shocking. i missed my bus but fortunately, because i saw orange head! yay! i think orange head was shock too. haha. so cute. orange head did look kind of shocked. a little. anyways. bus that came was a single deck bus. and i walk to the bus like duh-a and so did orange head. orange head went up the bus first before me even though i think orange head wanted me to enter first(such a gentleorange). anyways. orange head tapped the card and waited for a little while. i was still at the entrance. i was waiting for orange head to move then i walk in as i was holding my art. and both of us stood there like an idiot for like 5 seconds? around there i guess. then i looked up at orange head and orange head looked at me too. awww. orange head was actually waiting for me to enter the bus first. unfortunately i was waiting for orange head to move in. hahahas. anyways. when i looked at orange head,orange head smiled. damn orange head is cute. waaaa. but after that, orange head move to the back of the bus to get a sit. hahahas. i win! orange head is love!
orange head look so much like an orange.

dont be. just believe.

2007-02-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

we had four free periods today. sharp and piercing screams were heard throughout the last two periods. annoing faces were seen. made by people who of course are pissed at those annoying brats who were screaming like as though they were the only people on earth. alright. was kinda pissed too. the screams were too piercing. way too piercing for a normal human being to be able to stand it. sharp and loud. told them to keep their volume down and stuff. unfortunately seems like they dont understand the language i was speaking. alien language i guess. so alright. or maybe they didnt hear me. well course they were too loud. and she was trying to get them to keep their volume down too. so usually i wouldnt mind but wells. when i am serious i guess it can be really annoying. alright. i couldnt concentrate on my homework. so was feeling kinda irritated too. but it alright.

she cheated my feelings today. gave her morning call and she told me she doesnt feel like coming to school. and just when i thought i managed to convince her to school. she never turned up. i kinda expected it but was still hoping she turn up for school. shes lucky we didnt learn anything much today. and so. she didnt come and the whole class learned the 3-D loser sign. mrs tang taught it to us. how cute.

and so. my life isnt good. it has never been.

new year is coming. chinese. how i wish with this new year. i will be able to achieve wonderful ending. good results. good future. good course that will be able to do me good for my ideal job in my nearing future.

never suspect what your friends become in the future. some maybe expected. but some maybe shocking. who knows what will happen in the coming future? she maybe become a superstar. doctor. lawyer. dance teacher. so never look down on anyone for you may not know they may earn even more than you do even though they may look like they dont really work very hard during their school life. i trust in you that you can do well in your future. just believe that you can do it cause u worked really hard. and i believe many can see it too.

and as for me. who knows what i will be when i grow older. as of now. i still dont know. still praying but not working hard towards it. only after my o levels. i guess. and by then. if i am able to get that ideal career that i always wanted. will hold on to all that i have and work hard to keep it going. most will find it surprising but who cares. as long i know i like what i am doing whether i do well or not. whether i earn much or not. it will still allow me to know that i am finally working hard for something and to keep it going as long as it can last. others may find it retarded dumb. but to me. it will be a dream come true even though i believe many people wants it too and it will be really tough for me as i know almost nothing about it and compare those people and i. they will be like so super wonderful. and i will be like still trying to climb up to the same level as them. wells. i am thinking too much. already thinking way ahead then i havent even sat for any of my o levels paper.

ahhh! time passes and i am still slacking my way away. and spending my time on some really retarded stuff. new year shopping. havent done that. soon i guess. soon. should be going with my sister. damn headache. it kinda really suck. shopping in such short time. and you gotta get like so many things. oh damn.

i was told i changed. compare with the past me. changed from the naughty little girl to a good little girl. i never knew that. but if she insist then alright. cool. i am mature. unlike u people. Childish childish childish!

whyyyyyyy?

2007-01-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

and so.. what am i to you? or maybe. what am i to anyone? i always thought it was supposed to be this way.. but why its always the opposite? so what ever that i have dont for u is useless? so why am i even trying? it seems as though whatever i do i am just a replacement of someone.. when u have no one to go to its me u find.. why must it be this way. i rather u not look for me at all. sometimes i really feel like blowing my top off. its not as though i am really petty or anything. but it just seems like u are making use of the 'friendship' we have. you and you and you and you. you are all the same. please prove me wrong. i really hope none of u are the same. prove me wrong. be different. dont look for me just cause you dont have anyone to turn to. if so. i rather be left alone. i dont care. i rather be alone than being a stupid substitute. anyway. i wont die being alone. i was borned alone and will die by myself. it makes no difference.

everyone can talk about others but why dont they ever look at themself? i am one of those asshole that keeps on talking but never try to see what type of person i am. we just talk and act as if we are perfect. we say this and that about people like we made no mistakes. we laugh at others like we have never done anything embarrass. we talked back to someone like we are always right. why are human beings like that? all annoying and selfish. thinking of no one but themselves. thinking of nothing but things that will benefits themselves. friends, teachers, parents and seriously everyone. friends only really wish that they benefit from making friends with you. either they want to get something in return from you or they just really dont want to be alone. teachers. why are they teaching? to earn the money. who really want to spent their whole life teaching annoying kids like me? i can say no one would. parents. all they think about is their child. yeah.. their child. as long as their child is alright who cares about that persons child? and so why? why must my world be filled with this kind of people?

maybe i am just a really very negative person. i think negative. that maybe i should not really trust anyone at all. just so i wouldnt be hurt. i rather think negative hate everyone around me than allowing anyone to hurt me. cause only i have the right to hurt myself and let myself be hurt by whoever i want.

okayyyy. i am weird. but maybe i shall not be miss nice any more. not to anyone. why bother when i will never be appreciated. miss cold shall be the next me. miss cold it shall be. since when i have been really nice. it seems like they cant see. they dont appreciate it. they thinks i am invisible. they never really bother much about me. so why care about them? being nice is just me but if they dont appreciate it why bother? cause they can never notice those that you do even though u really care about them the most.

i am hurt by the world. living in this kind of world. it really suck. how i wish i could start a new somewhere. somewhere i will never have to meet this kind of 'friends' anymore. where i can really be who i really wanna be. and pursude my dreams.

damn i am weird

2007-01-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

celebrated and stuff. so it wasnt what i imgined it will be. i dont know. but i felt not everyone enjoyed. then why the f even force yourself to go? hmmm. i dont know. to maybe make me feel better? i guess. but i felt worst. alright. maybe i am just insanely insane. hahaha.

sometimes i really wonder.. it keeps me ocuppied.. thanks girl. i wondered many stuff. that maybe i felt weird sharing with people. and the only thing i can do is to keep it me me. wells. yeah. u say and do differently. i dont know.

CHARLENE MAGDALENE SELINA RINA CLAUDIA YVELYN PHYLLICIA.

thank u for wasting ur precious time with me this afternoon. i felt kinda touched even though.. wells. yeah.. thanks so much.

all of u kinda mean something to me. even though maybe we are not close but.. i dont know. okay. i am just superly dumb. it seems i dont know. my lifes screwed. like seriously. i know nuts. i dont even know myself. congrats to me.

i am writing and there are like soo many contrasts. so how do i really feel? i dont know.

so i am preparing a gift for my sister.

actually. i am wondering. why bother celebrating a birthday? your birth day.. seems weird. shouldnt u be staying at home with your mommy since she had u in her for 9 damn freaking long months. birth day. it should be celebrated with your mommy right? your mommy should celebrate it right? not the baby that was in the mommy right? the baby didnt do anything. the mommy did.. so why celebrate for the baby when with or without the baby its gonna be the same.

i am gonna do something different this year. instead of this kinda stupid stuff i do every year with my family. i am gonna do it different.

i love my mommy.

on and on..

2007-01-15T18:13:00.000+08:00

its been really long. everything changed. or maybe its just me. o levels this year. i must try to work hard. i dont want to stay in singapore. i want to go to korea. i know people who are annoying. they should just leave me alone. they are freaking me out.

its been really long since i updated. changes. a year older, a year wiser, not! teachers changed. for the better and for the worst? friends? they have always been the same. and i am glad ive known them from the start. they taught me many stuff that i am not sure about. i love them.

i want to go korea!

annoying people. those who i met at work? not all. just some. super gross people. freaking me out day and night.

schools been really the same. walking here and there. and there and here. doing homework. and maybe pretending to study for test. oh damn it. i need to really study.

self awareness camp is coming. 2 days before my birthday. oh damn it.

and so. my birthday is coming. i dont care. i have to celebrate it this year. sounds stupid yeah? didnt celebrate my birthday in the previous year. so this year, i am going to have to celebrate it.

off day. no wait. will be working too.

2006-11-20T13:51:00.000+08:00

yay! todays my off day. no need to serve troublesome mothers. wahahas. but nooo. i will be giving out flyers later on in suntec. the just needed people like so last min. so since i am like so free today. why dont i just go give out flyers for 2 hours. wahahahas. will be paid 6/h. so it alright too. wahahahas. will be working tomorrow. without annie. annie! nooooo! wahahahas. wonder how is she without me.. ahhhh! ohh wells.

first day

2006-11-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

okays. so yesterday was my first day of work. so sucky. so annoying. the people there. woahhh. tired. anyways. saw maryanne and deborah yesterday. charlene and selina too. whahaha. saw deborah and i immediately flew there. she was holding ice cream! woahhhh. hahahas. yeah i am evil. but seriouslysuper shock to see them there. maryanne and deborah i mean. hahahas.. after that came charlene. she was there cause she wanted to look for selina and decided to drop by to see me.. wahahas. anyways. its only about the night where all the mothers came in and messed up everything. woahhhh. i almost killed them.. wahahahas. nah.. not that evil. anyways. its pretty alright. not as fun as i imagined it would be. wells. work. what did i expect. dumb me. but i guess i did a great job that yesterday.. wahahas.. yesterday i mean.. wells. reach home at around 2230 and my leg was already aching due to all the standing. raised my legs up and stuff. thank god its not that pain anymore. i am like not feeling anything anymore. the pain i mean. wahahas. talking to clare right now.. wahahas. shes super cute! wahahas. she wanns call me anna banana.. noooo! hahahas. and she goes like ten years down the road she will still call me that. wahahaha!

last day of school

2006-11-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

wahahaha. todays the last day of school for the year! its like 'oh mann. finally!' wahahas. this friday. i will be working. waaaa. soo excited. annie too. will be working together.

hmmm. anyways. after school annie charlene and i caught a movie. step up. wahahas. its good.. i find. and annie went like.. ' ohhhhhhh.. that guys soo good looking!' wahaha. soo not! he only look hot when he dances. wahahahas.. and when the kissing scene comes. charlene and i were like.. 'ahhh annnieeeeeee. dont cry!' wahahahas. had fun today. really did. ohhh. we played with the bluetooth on our phone too. ha! stupid. anyways. annie had fun tooo. waahaha. she told me that! yeahhhh!

walk home from st annes

2006-11-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

yeah! i was late for school today. woke up at like 0700. was supposed to be out at like 0710 to meet phyllicia. but wells. 10 mins not enough for anna. so i smsed phyllicia. and the thought if i should go to school today went into my mind. stoned infront of the mirror and decided to go. hahas. rina was late too. we went for class at 0900 even though we reached school at like 0830. ha! didnt wanna get any scolding from any teachers so we decided to sneak into the class when they teachers are changing class. WE DID IT! haha.

anyway. i went to visit my daddy today in st annes. i saw my uncle he kept talking to me. ha. anyways. i walked home from st annes. took around 1 hour. ouch. my legs aching. ez link card was with my sis. and i didnt have any coins with me. dumb me for not checking before alighting. haha. anyways. i dont know. maybe due to the bored-ness. i started taking picture. of the hmmm. scenery? haha. i think everyone who saw me thinks i am totally insane. or about to kill myself leave the country or something. hahas. ass. anyways. to actually entertain myself i talked to myself and had fun. hmmm. that sounds odd. anyways. was telling myself how i have to create more memories. since i am young now. i have to create more memories. who knows i may forget everything the very next day or so. and i have to have this memory collection and stuff. hahas. okay. i am insane. anyways. since i am like super bored now. and part of my memory collection or whatsoever i am gonna post up the pictures i took. with my phone. hahas. yeah. retarded. i know.

so here are some of the pictures! wahahaha.

mr happy. drawn by mellisa loh on my hand. ha

the birds there and caged up.

wahahahas. isnt it such a cool school?

playground.

56! wahahahas.

unglam pictures of singapore. how can anyone even leave a sock out there on the road? gross!

whos the naughty one who kicked it down? naughty naughty.

no parking zone. hmmm. i remember seeing a mortocycle nearby. damn should have snapped in down

ring of leaves on top of drain.

sengkang branch office ahead?

the sign says something like walk in to grassy area at your own risk.

spot whats in this picture. a security camera. wahaha.

hahaha. i was seriously captured by all this sign. i dont know why. i just like looking at all this many signs together.

map?

i think its a temple. i heard some chanting when i was walking pass this place. the wind was so strong!

keep out!

see the playground. its been so long!

took this while walking. a lady behind me was like wondering what i was doing. she gave me a weird look. wahaha

i saw a total of 3 signs stating that its 'punggol park' when i was walking home. haha

balloon on trees? i never knew balloon grew on trees.

unglam!

$$ obey the rules. dont feed. especially cats. i hate cats!

npp.. wahahahas. kinda retarded but i hid somewhere to take this down.

ahhh! my past. i remembered sitting on those when i was younder.

use a dollar to change of a toy that dont cause that much. how cool is that?

wahahaha. think i am like going insane. i took like 100 plus pictures with my phone. haha. far too many to post up. wahaha. but anyways. never planned to post all up so yeah. i dont know. shrugs. i suck. wahahaha

i am retarded. i am insane. damn it!

school started

2006-11-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

wells. had two days of school already. pretty slack i can say. but many many homework given by the teachers. shrugs. but seriously speaking. school still suck as usual. teachers come into the classroom and starts yapping away. before they leaves the classroom they give many many homework. and whats best is that each lesson last for 60 mins. mannn. how long is that. 60 freaking mins. anyways. i am starting to complian. thats not good. i gotta have to stop. stop

job interview

2006-10-31T14:28:00.000+08:00

went k boxing yesterday with charlene, yvelyn, rina and phyllicia.. and selina and claudia who joined us for a little while.

wnet to santosa today. for a job interview.. the hours are pretty long actually.. 8 to 9 hours. i am not actually sure if i should take up the job.. but i doubt so.. cause i promised rina to help out at i think her bosses place or soemthing like that in taka.. so i cant really take up the job.. hahahas.. wanted to.. if only the hours wasnt that long for santosa.. have to work 3 to 4 days a week.. the place where rina recommended have to work 6 days a week.. if i am a trainee in santosa.. i get 4.5 but when i am premenantly hired as a part-timer my pay will be 5 or was it 6? something like that. aish.. i dont know.. ill think of a way.. something will come up eventually.. lalalas..

TVXQ~!!!!

kinda random.. hahahas..

CHARLENE!!

2006-10-30T14:26:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to u.
happy birthday to u.
happy birthday to charlene.
happy birthday to u!!!

happy birthday CHARLENE!!!

out whole day!

2006-10-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my last day of work.. hahahas.. just started not long ago and it was my last day.. hmmm.. sounds stupid.. after giving out the flyers yesterday i shopped around in ps alittle. walked around the whole of ps actually.. with donna. hahahas.. weird? hmmm.. selina said it was really weird i was hanging around with donna.. hahahas.. its not.. anyways. sms selina to check if she bought present for charlene and stuff.. but selina planned on getting it with phyllicia and yvelyn that day so they were going to meet somewhere. and i was kinda dragged along. i can dont go. but decided to go cause i kinda miss them.. all three of them.. its been really long since i last saw them i guess.. hahahas.. anyways hang around in ps with donna till its around 1430 i guess.. felt tired and decided to leave ps.. sms selina to check if they were already meeting and stuff cause if not i will be going home. but all selina reply was 'call phyllicia' and so i did.. hahahas.. i called her and she just kinda insist on me going.. insist? something like that.. hahas.. and i gave in.. sounds weird.. ohh wells.. met up with them and they decided to shop for charlenes present. walked with them.. here and there.. there and here.. here and then there again.. we just kept on going.. and just when i thought i could go home.. they were actually going to have dinner and watch a movie ir two in yvelyns house.. didnt really plann on tagging along but still did.. yeah.. i am retarded.. ohh wells.. left yve house at around 2100. went home with phyllicia and i missed like half of enchanted life.. or whatsoever is the title.. cant remember.. most people i know dont really like it.. but its nice.. phyllicia likes it too.. she taped it down.. soo i am gonna drop by someday(sunday) to watch the first half i miss.. hahahas.. yeppz.. thats all for that day i guess.. today.. i have been just stoning.. ohh the television in my house living room spolit this morning.. cant watch on more shows.. everything is like spolit in my house.. my room tv.. living room tv.. washing machine.. and this computer i am using.. its really hard to switch it on.. depending on your luck.. hahahas.. ohh wells.. suck home i have.. ohh yeah.. i bought charlene a something for her birthday yesterday too.. what is it? what is it? i dont know.. hahahas.. lame!

2006-10-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. been rather busy recently.. busy busy busy.. yeppz.. actually its only this week.. hahahas.. but wells.. its the same thing. anyways.. i worked in l'oreal for this week.. woaaahhh~! sounds soo professional yeah? wells.. i am only giving out flyers. hahas. actually didnt wanna take up the job.. cause like giving flyers out? sounds retarded, yeah? but the pay is the one that attracts me like hell. 6 per hour. woaaahhh~!! hahahas.. its only for this week that i am working for l'oreal. even though i am only working from 1100 to 1300.. that makes it only two hours.. but after that l'oreal needed people to do somethings and therefore.. went there and makes everything worth it.. hahahas.. but after this week? i dont know. they still need people to give out flyers for them but.. i am not doing it anymore.. schools starting soon.. this coming wednesday.. cant give out flyers no more.. and moreover.. charlenes birthday is on ths coming monday.. gonna have to celebrate it with her.. yeahhhh~! hahahas.. so after this week i am kinda jobless again.. but wells.. i kinda got a job at some i dont really know what place selling baby clothes.. cool yeah? hahahas. with charlene. recommended by rina.. how sweet of her.. yeppz.. hahahas.. ohh.. selina maybe working with us too. its not confirm but i do hope she will.. the more the merrier regardless if we enjoy together or suffer together.. hahahas.. maybe going for a job interview at santosa this coming tuesday.. not sure if they will be hiring me but wells.. i kinda hope they do but hope they dont.. hahahas.. i dont know.. but what can i do in santosa anyways? i dont know.. i seriously dont know.. hahahas.. but willing to try the interview.. will be going with fiona since her mommy was the one who told us about the job.. about her friend from santosa hiring and is in need of people.. i wonder what is the timing for santosa.. hmmm.. wonder if it will clash with the one rina find for me.. i am totally unsure about everything right now.. but will sort everything out soon.. if possible i wanna work at both santosa and the baby baby shop.. yeppz.. cause this will mean more money.. hahahas.. wells.. i am seriously in need of money right now.. saving them for my future.. hahahas.. anyways.. guess im gonna go to bed soon.. gotta give the flyers tomorrow.. its the last day for me but not the promotions.. ohh wells.. hahahas.. l'oreal paris. revitalift double-lifting. lift your face abd neck. double lifting for double anti-aging actions! immediate lifting effect. effect wrinkle reduction. exclusively at carrefour plazza singapura. october 26 to 8 november. lalalas.. advertising it for l'oreal.. anyone who reads this and is interested please go to ps carrefour. present flyers at the l'oreal paris beauty bar to enjoy exclusive offers mention in the flyers. hahahas.. okies.. maybe i am starting to get a little retarded.. i have been pretty high these few days.. i wonder why.. craps are coming out of my mouth like practically all the time.. crabbbbbbbb~!!! shall stop shall stop.. shall post some other time. schools starting this wednesday~!!! nooooooo~!!!!!

2006-09-22T13:46:00.000+08:00

how dumb. i had fever just now. ate 2 panadol(cold) for my flu and now i am healed from my fever. temperture before was 38.2 and it dropped to 36.6.. hahahas.. yay~! no more fever.. had fever since last night i guess.. so i wouldnt really sleep even though i was really tired.. slept in the living room instead cause my room was too cold for me and i couldnt breath so i moved to the living room at around 0130.. but its soo scary sleeping in the living room.. heard a lot of noises.. creepy.. went into the room at around 0530 cause my mommy will kill me if she found out i slept in the living room.. hahahas.. wells.. slept and woke up at 0705.. thats when i found out i had fever.. told my mommy.. and she asked me to pay the doctor a visit.. but i guess i dont have to anymore.. i am fever-free now.. hahahas.. mommy brought food for me and went off to work just now.. hahahas.. i ate the panadols and went to bed.. woke up at around 1130 and decides to do a little of my art.. but hmmm.. only search for owls and i stopped.. now i am hmmm.. 'not' blogging.. hahahas.. ohh wells.. bored of art already.. dont know why.. but whenever i search for something on the net.. i will find it a little scary cause i dont know what they kind of results they will show.. soo yeah.. hahahas.. i dont know..

2006-09-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

i am bored..

2006-07-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

heyy~!! had my english n level oral.. gosh.. i was scared to death.. i didnt bring my identification card neither did i bring my ez link card.. wonderful aint i? sighs.. and i had to run up and down just to look for teachers and everything.. thank god to the dean that helpped me fill in my form.. a form i took from the general office.. not in the mood to chant everything out.. sighs.. worst day ever~!!!

2006-06-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

heyys.. i went for guitar today~!!!!
i felt soo guilty when talking to mdm hong.. i dont know why not like i lied to her.. i didnt.. but u know.. just felt really guilty.. cause i guess shes really too nice.. and when i talk to her somehow. i feel really evil.. kind of like.. bullying a poor teacher that is actually soo nice to u~!.. gosh.. anyway.. backstage nomore.. hahas.. maybe still a little.. but.. hmmm.. ms ng said that i may be able to get back in with the rest.. and because my guitar.. hmmm.. all along not very good but hmmm.. kinda like a can pass thingy.. soo yeppz.. she allowed me to get back with the rest but not into those that i cannot play.. but hmmm.. hahas.. better then nothing yeah? hell yeah~! but she dont allow selina to get back.. she insist that selina stays as the backstage helper.. sorry nana~! i tried helping.. but i failed.. -_-!! sucha useless hopeless girl i am.. suck.. anyway.. thereason why she saidu cant perform on stage is because u didnt go for the lessons today.. hmmm.. kinda odd though.. i can and nana cant? weird..O_o hahas.. wells.. anyway.. got to go now i guess.. have to do my math homework.. or tha tarzens gonna call my mommy.. booooo~!!!!!!

2006-06-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

heyy.. school actually started today.. gosh.. can u actually believe how fast time flies.. its like not even a blink of your eyes and school holidays are over.. and 4 more days to guitar night.. or whatsoever the name of the concert will be.. wells.. i dont care about it anymore.. boo~! they pulled me out.. or so i heard.. wells who cares.. boo boo~! hahas.. ohh wells.. guess i really deserves it actually.. didnt go for like any lessons during the holidays.. hahas.. deserve it yeah? ohh wells.. heck~! anyway.. first day of school.. errr.. not really.. need to rephrase that little sentence.. hmmm.. first day of school after the school holidays.. hahas.. this better.. anyway.. errr.. i think the teachers had contact time or something like that because i was suppose to have my pe lesson but.. errr.. we went straight to our form class instead.. the we and our refer to my classmates and i.. ohh wells.. anyway.. not very sure if the contact times for the teachers or for us.. but something like that.. if i am not wrong it should be for the class and the form teacher or something like that.. yeppz yeppz.. anyways before that.. did i mention how many new teacher we had in the school today? we had like 8.. woah~! thats super a lot mann.. hahas.. and theres this one teacher.. think he was a doctor before or something like that before coming to the school.. and when the dean actually announced his name to the school.. the whole school went WOW!! trust me when i said the whole school.. i meant the WHOLE SCHOOL~! hahas.. yeppz.. cause the dean said something like dr whoever.. cant remember his name.. its kinda long i guess.. hahas.. cant really remember.. hell lots happened today.. wells.. kinda.. anyway.. back to the class and teacher contact time or so i think.. anyways.. form teacher passed those who do not have the timetable the 'new' timetable.. went up to get one even though i had one.. hahas.. its free anyway.. even though its kinda useless.. hmmm.. who cares? not me.. hahas.. anyways..after that she wanted to collect the report books.. wells.. totally forgot that such thing actually existed.. didnt even get my mommy to sign.. ohh wells.. sucks~! anyway.. i got tomorrow to passup.. then anyway.. she started saying like errr.. class 45 cannot only look towards o level.. what about n level? u still got n levels and what if its the last exams u can take.. and blahblahblah.. something like that.. i dont have supersonic memory.. memory suck like hell.. but she said something like that.. or maybe not even a bit close but.. roughly anyways.. alrighty.. then head down for pe.. errr.. everyone got a shock.. tps wore soo nice to school today.. she wore this black dress that seriously sent chills down our spine.. not that its not nice on her but.. hmmm.. who teaches pe in dress? tps~! hahas.. anyways.. yeppz.. wells.. not sure about the rest but i surely got shocked.. dont want height and weight u see.. hahas.. wells.. but all she did was told us that the standards for out pft just got increased or something like that and a number of people have to retake.. hahas.. u guessed it.. one of them.. hahas.. heyy.. dont laugh at me alrighty.. evil~! evil evil evil~!!!! oh wells.. then after that we had do our 1 set.. that includes=> 3 rounds on the field, 20 pushups, 30situps and 50 skippings.. wells.. i did none.. not a thing at all.. hahas.. but i did walk and well jog a little.. after the three rounds went back to where the rest of the class was.. and tps took this really really long sting thingy and tried to aim at us.. boo~! hahas.. she was just joking anyway.. pretending.. wells after that she talked to us a little longer and let us off for out next lesson.. though she let us off a little too latee.. hmmm.. didnt get anyway scolding from ahchay.. hahas.. she said we are forgiven because we were let off late.. hahas.. den anyway.. hmmm.. did totally nothing for english.. all i did was talk to charlene.. had to catch up a lot.. since school just started.. wells.. kind of.. anyways.. then after english.. had ART~! gosh~! didnt bring anything.. thank god mag brought my blown up version of the five 'layouts' thank lord.. anyway.. soo i had to trace them out on a brand new paper and colour it lightly because wells.. zailee just dont trust us.. she said our colourings are too flat.. heyy.. mag and i tried our best alrighty.. dont just throw a bomb at us.. it hurts hell lots alrighty.. hahas.. but anyway.. i supposedly took like 1 hr to colour 1/4 of the dress thingy for my art.. imagine how slow i am.. yeppz yeppz.. just laugh.. ohh wells.. anyway.. shes gonna help us out on the colouring.. soo its not that bad i guess.. hahas.. recess~! had 1 hour of recess today.. special eh? but its super crowded.. gosh.. anyway.. cause we had to use this my card card thingy from today onwards and wells.. afraid that it will take seriously long soo.. hmmm.. had 1 hr recess.. didnt get the my card thingy.. soo expansive.. no money.. gotta pay like 8.5bucks for the card.. how dumb.. why should i have to pay soo much when i get to have the food for free? hahas.. wondering why? caused i am liked by the whole school.. hahas.. i am special.. jealous? nah~! kidding.. cause i got some special reasons.. wells.. not the only one anyway.. yeppz.. errr.. accounts.. hmmm.. indran never come to school today.. and wells.. mrs jaya(or whatsoever is her name) came in.. hahas.. my class just loves seeing her.. and she kinda like hmmm.. play with us too?(not really actually~) anyway.. then when alyssa saw mrs jaya she went 'ohh i love u mrs jaya..' hahas.. how cute.. anyway.. i dont know why.. cause i guess its soo not me to say but i told alyssa 'i wonder when u will say that to me' hahas.. accounts lesson all i did was talk talk talk.. sigh~! maths.. hmmm.. tarzen.. hahas.. wells.. she said shes not gonna teach us anymore.. we have to like ask her.. soo if we dont ask her anything shes not gonna teach anything.. hmmm.. what a wonderful teacher.. NOT~! was supposed to have late day today but wells.. for some reason that i totally dont know the lesson was cancelled.. soo that means.. wells.. yeah.. that means we get to leave hmmm.. earlier.. though its actually the same as other classes but wells.. its earlier for my class.. soo yeah~! early day.. hahas.. ohh.. and i am like still super horrible.. didnt go for guitar again.. this is like my uncountable times already.. gosh~! cannot make up to it already.. i believe mdm hong will kill me when i most likely turn up tomorrow.. remember her asking me to go for guitar lesson before school holidays started.. wells.. and i said yesh soo loudly.. damn myself.. ohh wells.. been here too long already.. gosh dammit suck~! havent do any of my homework yet.. yeppz.. first day of school and homeworks still coming my way.. hahas.. nonono~! its not what u are thinking.. its not my holiday homework.. i am a good girl~ hahas.. lying to myself again.. ohh wells.. really gtg already.. shouldnt crap here anymore.. byebyeeeeee~!

2006-06-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

heyy.. school holiday ending today.. todays the last day.. gosh.. time passes like soo super fast.. i havent even touch any of my homework.. gosh.. this suck.. and i dont even know my timetable for tomorrow.. supposed to get in from the net.. but please.. i dont even know the site for the timetable.. gosh.. how dumb.. ohh wells.. gtg bye

2006-06-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

heyy.. i got a new phone~! lalala~! and i changed my plan too just soo the phone will be cheaper.. number stays the same though.. hahaha.. yeppz.. i got a samsung phone.. almost like the one i had before? hmmm.. can say soo i guess.. its also a flip phone.. yeppz yeppz.. its a flip phone.. i love flip phone.. dont ask me why.. i just love them.. yeppz yeppz.. even though i wanted to get 3250.. sigh~? but my mummy didnt allow me to get that.. she said its too ugly.. ohh wells.. im a good girl soo i didnt get that.. yeppz yeppz.. its me i talking about soo yeah~! i got a red hairband too.. not too long ago.. and i screwy ear stud thingy.. yeppz.. something new to my collection.. yay~! actually i didnt wanna get a red hairband.. but got it cause i dont know.. i came out with this theory that red makes me look whiter even though its on the head and the hair is like dark brown kinda colour.. ohh wells.. just trying to convince myself to get a hairband i guess.. weird~! anyway.. yeppz.. ohh did i say what phone i got? hmmm.. dont think soo yeah? hahaha.. lazy to read what ever i wrote just now.. i meant type.. ohh wells.. i got sgh-z540.. and i am loving the phone more.. wells.. didnt like it at first.. but i guess after i got it.. hmmm.. i kinda like it more.. and now i love it.. yeppz yeppz.. i painted my nails black.. fingers and toes.. its another theory i came out with i guess.. its makes my fingers and toes whiter.. wells.. i guess i am also kind of really random today.. RANDOM~! RAINBOW~! gosh~ i am going insane..
to you:
ever since the first time i saw u.. i wanna see u more.. its not that u are really good looking for what so ever.. but u made my heart melt.. u look soo a like to someone i really dislike.. but i dont understand why my heart actually melted when i first saw u.. i saw u today again.. u were eating.. and i am sure u saw me too.. u stared at me didnt u? alrighty.. not sure myself.. but when i saw u.. i am very sure u were looking my way.. maybe u were thinking.. hmmm.. i remember this little girl.. i saw her before somewhere.. but where?? hmmm.. well.. who cares.. i remember u.. thats all i care.. for now i guess.. but u look different today.. u look.. cuter and more mature.. more mann i can say.. with that little haggard look on your face munching on your food and talking.. how adorable.. even though i dont know u.. i only know your name and where u work but thats still really pathetic.. i dont even know how old you are and yet i am like having a stupid crush on you.. i am really dumb aint i? ohh wells.. just wanna tell u that u looked really cute and mature today.. just like how i like guys to be.. cute but mature and kinda good looking with all the ear piercing u have.. hott~! how i wish i could go see u at work everyday.. hahaha.. joking.. that will be really creepy.. not only will u find creepy.. but even i find it really creepy.. hahaha..

2006-06-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

heyy..
i just changed my blogskin..
nothing much to say.. yeppz..
soo.. byebye byebye..

2006-05-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

heyy.. its been a really long time since i updated.. hahaha..
ooh wells.. anyway.. school holiday just started..
although for me it started 2 weeks ago.. muahaha..
well kind of.. hahaha.. anyway..
got my results back.. err.. did badly as usual.. gosh.. it suck..
err.. but wells.. my teacher said that i improve.. though i doubt soo..
seems like i deprove hell lots.. woah~ compared to last year..
oh wells.. guess i really have to work really hard for my n level this year..
i wanna get really good results for my n level..
cause many says that its really easy.. and if i dont score well for it..
i guess its a bye bye to my o level next year..
woah~ suck mann..
anyway.. even though the holidays are here.. i still got to go back to school for my guitar lesson..
heard that guitar will be having concert this year.. actually its confirmed.. anyway.. the concert is here just cause we got a gold for syf last year..
how dumb.. oh wells.. its guitar i m talking about.. hahaha..
but actually i am kind of looking forward to it.. why? because its the very very first concert that guitar ensemble will be having.. and wells.. i am part of it.. hahaha..
oh did i mention that even though my holiday just started but i still need to go back for guitar?
think i did.. hahaha.. oh wells.. its kind of like 3 weeks of holidays gone and i got so much home work to do and i still need to go back to school for extra lesson.. gosh.. it really suck..
wells.. guess this is just my life.. hahaha.. and i got to study and let my form teacher know.. hahaha.. thats damn odd.. she wanna know like the weirdest thing.. and i am suppose to write her a letter like whenever i go to school.. yepps.. its this lame.. hahaha..
anyway.. i havent been even going for guitar.. it started like last week.. and i didnt go..
i believe i will get really a lot of nagging from my guitar teachers.. that will give me three different nagging.. gosh.. hahaha.. but i guess i deserve it yeah?
but anyway.. i doubt they will have the concert.. i dont even think they sold the tickets.. did they? not very sure.. hahaha..but if they didnt then.. how are they even gonna sell it during the school holidays? hardly anyone will even be in school.. that will be really retarded to sell it..
cause no one will be in school to buy the tickets.. and so the concert will only be filled with all those people whom are from our class or relatives or friends.. hahaha.. soo ridiculous.. sigh..
oh wells.. thats just guitar.. i guess its already considered very good.. hahaha..
but can u imagine.. what if theres no one there? hmm.. that would be really embarrassing.. hahaha.. i will really pretend that i am not in guitar.. hahahaha..
oh wells.. guess i am gonna stop now yeah? been using the computer for very long already.. hahaha.. and also.. i really typed so so soo much crap down.. feeling tired.. really tired.. hahaha.. =D

2005-12-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

heyy.. i changed my blogskin.. i like this one more than the other.. =DD

2005-12-18T13:39:00.000+08:00

heyy.. just kind of came back from genting.. got back on friday.. haha.. and updating now.. went over to genting for four days three nights.. nothing much to do there.. haha..

2005-12-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

heyy.. feeling very irritated like now!! shit everything man.. my brothers friends are like in the bloody house and they keep on talking.. shit mann.. they are all soo irritating.. shitty ass mann..

2005-11-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

ok..

felt like blogging just now..

my brother got back his psle results today..

he got 3 cs n 1 b.. total score 149.. its like wth mann.. how can he be so dumb? pls mann.. sigh.. just have to pray hard that he will somehow work very hard to promote from n(t) to n(a).. ooh well.. but he never listens or study..

sigh..

aniway.. i just dug out my old old scanner.. haha.. and its still working cool huh? aniway.. scanning some i dunno wad crap into the computer.. haha.. its like soo dumb.. haha.. but i m like enjoying myself.. ok.. i am very easily contented huh? haha..

2005-11-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

omfg.. my brother is just soo irritating.. my shit mann.. he brought all his friends in and now wad?? i m surrounded with 5 kids.. ooh mann.. wtf right?? i want peace mann.. and the just cant seems to shut their bloody mouth.. ooh mann.. i really cant stand it animore.. aahh!! ok.. feeling better now.. haha.. ooh well.. did a little of my guitar homework just now but i still got to like practice mann.. huh?? why?? haha.. aniway.. think i gonna stop here.. brain not working.. muahaha..

2005-11-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

heyy.. juz kinda like came home from sch.. sigh.. how retarded.. had guitar.. ooh my gosh.. i soo cannot play as the deer and all those crap mann.. haha.. got scolded today by that guitar teacher.. ooh mann.. soo irritating.. haha.. ooh well.. i didnt know my work soo.. haha.. aniway home now yea.. haha.. mummy destorying my beautiful art.. boo.. haha.. how could she ?? sigh.. my art.. i spended like 3 weeks.. 3 whole week building it.. sigh.. my mummys so evil.. haha.. aniway.. guess i got to go now.. mummy wanna use so i shall be a good girl and stop using.. soo.. ciao..

2005-11-09T15:20:00.000+08:00

heyy.. juz changed my template.. haha.. is it not obvious?? haha.. ooh well..

2005-11-07T07:57:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i am rotting at home.. i am tried now.. its like 0757 now.. woah.. its damn early mann.. sigh.. my grandma woke me up thinking that i need to go to school.. sigh.. damn tired now.. had my breakfast alreadi.. sigh.. my brains really not working now.. it never work this early.. sigh.. aniway.. my sister taking her o levels now.. math and social studies.. sigh.. all the best to her.. maths being her worst subject.. ooh mann.. lord please not let her have too much of careless mistake.. let her remember what she learnt during those few days back and let her remember those that she forgot.. let her do well for all her paper well enough to go into a course that she wants to go.. and do my mummy proud.. haha.. aniway.. think i am gonna stop here now.. soo gonna run.. haha.. bb

2005-09-30T15:42:00.000+08:00

haha..

2005-09-19T21:39:00.000+08:00

hey.. today suck suck suck.. sigh.. soo horrible mann.. all the teachers came to sch.. boo!! haha.. aniway.. had bio poa eng math ss phy pc and chinese.. haha.. err.. during bio.. err.. did some corrections.. haha.. was supposed to do the worksheet.. but i left it blank.. aniway.. i juz copied the answers.. haha.. aniway.. after bio is double period of poa.. sigh.. indran indran.. she went through some corrections too.. for some i dunno wad paper 1 n 2 thingy.. i did paper 1 not 2 soo i told her i forgot abt paper 2 i left it at home for it to rot.. haha.. aniway.. she wanted some girls to answer some retarded questions and yeppz.. u guessed it.. i was one of them.. sigh.. unlucky aint i?? haha.. next came eng.. ah chay wanted to get us to go through eng oral.. sigh.. bloody bias bitch.. she scolded me for mot paying attention but not that other lady in my class.. total bitch bitch!! haha.. aniway.. err.. got back my math ca paper.. sigh.. did soo badly alright.. 13 over 15.. sigh.. wanted to get a full marks.. so wasted.. ah!! ooh.. n i juz found out that i needa study one more chapter for ss.. wth alright.. last min.. not fair.. haha.. phy.. that teng teng webt to the science centre yesterday.. haha.. she juz enjoy going there.. haha.. aniway.. did reflection.. haha.. i stil remember wad we did last year alright.. haha.. 3 cheers to me.. haha.. aniway.. after physics pc.. its kinda like a free period soo not gonna brief on it.. chinese.. sigh.. i had my chinese oral today.. think i m gonna flank it.. sigh.. i screwed up like for almost every part.. waa.. i m soo dead.. i dunno how to read like soo many words.. mann.. i m soo gonna die.. haha.. aniway.. den for the conversation thingy my laoshi ask me abt why should i have friends.. sigh.. i paused there like an idiot.. idiot i tell u.. sigh.. aniway.. after oral i rushed all the way to the art room to get my art papers.. but that bloody bitch insist on giving us the question paper when there s like more pple.. shit her to hell mann.. bitch.. made me stand there like an idiot.. fishy fight arshole.. haha.. alright shouldnt be soo horrible.. ok.. err.. juz that ooh mann.. she wasted all my time.. and she even scolded me for taking my chinese oral today.. ooh please.. i know that art is important.. but chinese is important too.. soo u shouldnt really scold me for being late alright.. and i wasnt that late either.. onli like 2 to 3 mins late.. seriously like wth mann.. made me get a scolding frm my mummy for returning home late.. all thanks to her.. thanks mann.. left sch at like 3 10 alright.. fish ya noe.. FISH!! ok shall stop here now.. or i dunno wads coming up next.. sigh.. think this whole post juz dun make sense at all.. haha.. aniway.. good luck reading it.. a lil too late huh?? ooh well its alright for me.. aniway soo gonna leave now.. byee

2005-09-14T20:05:00.000+08:00

heya.. haha.. this sound super weird.. haha.. ok.. i m like soo odd.. haha.. aniway.. my exams like err.. starting on the 27 sept.. sigh.. havent started studying.. mann.. i m like soo dead.. ooh my crap.. sigh.. i should like really start soon.. i dont wanna fail.. sigh..

err.. was soo funny this morning during morning assembly.. haha.. i got a scare of my life.. haha.. phyllicia tapped my shoulder and i kinda like jumped.. haha.. i tot i got caught for my earsticks belt fringe or rubberband.. haha.. was really crapp.. laugh at myself too.. was like soo retarded..

haha.. aniway.. err.. todays lesson was like soo super slack.. ooh mann.. it was like seriously wad the crap mann.. sigh.. haha.. aniway.. err.. first i had chinese.. err.. i was pretty slacky as my laoshi was giving some of us oral..

haha.. aniway.. than after that was math.. err.. math.. math.. i can never slack during this lesson.. sigh..

aniway.. den after math came shanti for my cme.. ooh mann.. u really dunno how boring the topic is.. sigh.. not gonna spit the topic out.. haha.. aniway we were like supposed to do an essay for the cme thingy and i totally wrote crap.. sigh.. as usual.. haha.. audrew chay didnt come.. needa cont the essay for cme and passed it up before its recess..aniway.. err.. recess was like the coolest thing in sch.. err.. other than free periods.. haha.. aniway..

after recess was like poa.. ooh thank god indran didnt come.. haha.. whoo! love it mann.. haha.. we were like all cheering and all haha.. all of us were scolded evil by some teachers.. haha.. aniway.. during that poa period.. i sat around a group of friends and we started talking .. all sort of crap u can actually think of.. haha.. aniway.. we were also trying to scare phyllicia.. haha.. she is damn cute.. trust me.. she is..

aniway.. den after that was some retarded english oral lessons.. sigh.. the rock.. haha.. and i was like saying to ta.. ooh ta.. ur rocks here.. haha.. aniway den she called out like 6 student to go up and have the oral.. haha.. and after i read my little small paragraph she said that i read veri clearly.. but try not to rush too much.. we got a lot of time.. haha.. aniway.. she gave us some picture and we were suppose to describe about the pic.. ooh mann.. that was crapp.. haha..

after that oral lesson.. i had assembly.. ooh boy u wouldnt wanna be there.. haha.. the sec 3s got scolded for the sportbras being too colourful.. sigh.. and tjl was like.. pls.. its supposed to be in the inside not the outside.. overall.. its called underwear.. not outside wear.. haha.. funny.. aniway.. den she said that the sportbras supposed to push ur breast nearer to u soo when u run.. u wouldnt feel the pain.. haha.. and joe teo was like.. yar for those who have bid breast.. its really painful when they run.. haha.. den again tjl was like.. i really dunno cuz oh well.. i dun have that kinda problems.. haha.. funny.. than again.. she stated the colours that we are allowed to wear in sch.. white light grey and skin coloured.. sigh.. there is goes again.. coming out frm tjl.. if i ever sees ani sec3 wearing coloured sportbras.. i m gonna confiscate it.. haha.. but actually i dunno really remember everything in great detail so this is just all i m gonna give.. pardon me for my really poor memory.. sigh..

aniway.. lessons ended and soo i stayed back in sch to help ta out on her art.. she didnt even do a single crap.. sigh.. how horrible.. haha.. aniway.. before that we wenta but glue.. and i m gonna skip the whole chunk that u guys dun have to know.. ok.. head back to sch.. ta saw some of her friends and i was like why not ask them to help put.. haha.. well.. aniway.. they did and made my life soo much easier.. haha.. i could have died pasting those 25 box together.. err.. 100 pieces of the styrofoams.. sigh.. how horrible.. haha.. aniway.. we took like onli 1 and 1/2 hours completing the whole thing.. haha.. round of appluse to anna.. haha.. aniway.. i kinda made a new friend today.. haha.. her names sarah.. she is pretty nice.. veri sweet girl.. pretty too.. yeppz.. haha.. aniway.. err.. wad else?? nothing more to add.. haha.. soo yeppz.. gonna go now.. byee..

2005-09-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

heyo.. haha.. sound soo odd.. haha..

aniway.. tomorrows my brothers bday.. oh well.. havent get him his present yet.. boo!! nah.. actually i got him a pen with a middle finger kinda thing.. haha.. showed my mommy and she kinda scolded me.. boo boo!! haha.. but i may not be giving him that.. haha.. but he really loves it man.. haha.. aniway.. i gonna look for the present for him.. oh mann.. i m such a nice sister.. haha.. oh well.. but i got no money.. waa.. i suck mann.. haha.. but i think i m gonna borrow money frm my mommy.. but seriously.. i dunno wad he like.. sigh.. i noe i noe.. u wanna ask me wad kinda sister i m right?? veri nice one?? haha.. fine fine fine.. i m not a gd sister alright.. sigh.. oh well.. all i noe is that wad.. he like toys.. games.. and all sorts all things tt u can play with.. haha.. wa crap mann.. sigh..

aniway.. needa go to sch tomorrow.. sigh.. for accounts.. boo!! haha.. suck mann.. haha. actually i get to like pick if i wanna go or not.. but i wanna go.. cuz my accounts really suck.. and i think those pple in my class will go as they dun wanna lag behind.. sigh.. aniway.. oh well.. that means i needa like sleep early today.. boo!!

haha.. ok.. aniway.. u noe wad?? i think that that derrick hoh weijian for project superstar looks kinda like veri cute.. haha.. i m like kinda odd rite..haha.. but i dunno y.. its juz like a sudden fantasty over him.. ooh mann.. haha.. but i guess it wouldnt last long.. i hope not.. haha.. i dun wanna be like those crazy lians chasing the idols everywhere.. haha.. r they like soo free?? i dun even have time for myself mann.. boo!! haha.. oh well.. i m like veri tired.. haha.. aniway.. back to that derrick.. ok.. he is going ns.. gonna disappear for a few years.. soo.. i guess this will be like when i m gonna let his memory fade away.. haha.. sound as if i noe him eh?? haha..

u noe wad?? my brother was like soo sexy juz now.. haha.. his shirt was like soo bigg for him.. slidding off his shoulders.. waa.. hot huh?? haha.. oh well.. his my younger brother soo.. err.. still cute.. i wonder how will he look when he grow up.. haha.. ugly i guess.. haha..

aniway.. i m gonna run now.. soo.. byeeee!!

dun miss me ya.. haha..

2005-08-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

heyy.. today lessons was soo slack mann.. haha.. had math test this morning.. err.. well.. i think i did great.. but i dun noe if thats wad the results gonna be.. i didnt check the text bk alright.. haha.. aniway.. after that.. double period of art.. err.. did nothing as usual.. den chinese s next.. teacher came in late and let off early.. haha.. aniway.. during chinese before the teacher came amanda n i went to get milo.. haha.. aniway.. was let off early because most of the home econ gals not back for class.. they r gonna be on tv.. cool huh?? haha.. aniway.. during recess.. charlene taught me how to fold paper turtle.. haha.. soo cute alright.. i meant me.. haha.. jk.. aniway aft recess was geog.. geog teacher didnt come.. haha.. lose her voice.. how dumb.. aniway.. all of us were doing our own things.. and i was still trying to figure out how to fold that turtle.. haha.. i master it alreadi.. aniway.. was learning it with ai-lin deborah claudia and amanda.. haha.. and it ended up as me being a teacher.. haha.. how odd.. anna.. teacher?? weirdest thing on planet earth.. haha.. aniway.. i was teaching deb how to fold the paper turtle.. haha.. but mind was like sooo much nicer.. haha.. aniway.. geog lessons passed and came the physic teacher of mine.. yucks.. dun like her.. have to like wad.. keep our class clean for her.. shitty arshole man.. haha.. aniway.. half way through her lessons.. i was like falling a sleep.. ahaha.. was like pretending to write some notes.. eye lid was like soo heavy.. couldnt even lift it up.. sigh.. haha.. den went home with charlene and i got like soo many things to hold.. haha.. went to the library to ask abt cip crap.. the old lady is soo irritating.. shit her to hell man.. sigh.. was like soo crappy.. aniway.. in the end didnt sign up for the cip.. hate the look of her retarded face.. the worst part was her bloody attitude.. mann.. u dun show me attitude mann.. haha.. aniway.. i was like scolding her on 15 min walk home.. haha.. think this is the end eh.. yeppz.. byee

2005-08-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

watched the maid today.. its soo not scary mann.. it suck alright.. mann.. wasted my dunno how many bucks..

2005-08-23T18:39:00.000+08:00

i was thinking.. wad will happen if i wasnt in ij tp but in some neighborhood sch.. i think i would b like speaking all sorts of singish and worst come to worst.. speaking mandarin to my 'friends'.. star typing like this=.>iM tHe PrEtTyEst GiRl InScH.. haha.. become a lian.. get a veri beng bf.. call the teachers 'chers' instead.. stay back a year.. bad dressing sense.. think that i m actually veri pretti when i m like one of the ugliest.. go in and out the police station.. mommy gave up hope on me and even sent me to the girls home.. ooh mann.. this sux.. haha.. aniway.. thats all i m gonna imagine.. haha.. thoughts are coming in my brains.. things that no one would like to hear.. dirty stuff.. haha.. aniway.. boy am i lucky not to be in a neighborhood.. being a lian?? yuckzz.. i detest them.. they got no style and taste.. yuckzz.. beng bf is like.. err.. yuckzz+yuckzz+yuckzz=omfg.. YUCKZ!! haha.. calling the teachers 'chers' yucks.. sound seriously damn lian man.. haha.. and wad.. going in and out the police station?? no way am i wanting that to happen to me.. sigh.. but aniway being in a sch dun really make a difference does it?? dun think soo huh?? i think wad bothers is juz the pple in the sch.. friends are the most important part of being in a sch rite?? it have to be.. haha.. cuz if not.. y m i going to sch.. juz to study?? such things as study at home.. haha.. aniway.. to me.. sch+friends+studies+teachers+naggy principal=omg.. wth is going on with the society.. haha.. aniway.. enough of my imagination.. haha.. imagination somehow reminds me of claudia.. haha.. i know y.. cuz claudia got no imagination.. haha..

i changed my blogskin.. =D

bb

2005-08-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

waa.. juz reached home.. haha.. went out shopping with my sis and cousin.. haha.. aniway.. was damn pissed man.. had a sudden spot check.. haha.. sway sway i brought my phone today.. fuk man.. had to hide my phone and lucki me.. i wore my pe shorts. and hide it in my shorts.. haha.. man.. sound damn gross huh?? but tts wad all of us do.. haha.. aniway.. den i heard frm debs that a bloody biatch told stella ho that most pple hide the phone alreadi.. fuk her man.. biatch.. still wanna act infront of me.. serious biatch.. wanna pretend nothing happen.. fine with me man.. haha.. aniway.. i ll juz remember it for life.. haha.. aniway.. well.. is still veri pissed with that biatch.. that i obviously didnt mention.. stupid bloody hypocrite biatch.. now i really know why soo many pple hated her since like wad?? sec 1.. haha.. not surprise man.. bloody shitty arsh.. waaa.. i still veri angry though my phone still with me but still.. shit herrrrrr... ahhhhhhh.. kay.. gonna stop here now.. sooo byeeeeee.. fuk tt biatch wish her death arrive soon..

ok.. jk abt that part.. aniway.. really gtg now.. soo byeee..

2005-08-09T13:27:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore!!

2005-08-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

happy birthday fionaaa

2005-08-05T16:02:00.000+08:00

happy birthday phyllicia

2005-07-28T20:55:00.000+08:00

waa.. i veri tired..

2005-07-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

sigh.. i m actually updating for sat.. haha.. wanna noe y?? i lost my bloody atm card.. hell mann.. soo sucky ok.. and i lost a note book with my pin code on it.. how dumb rite.. sigh.. i feel soo shitty now.. haha.. but i shouldnt take the blame for losing the atm card.. cuz the actual fact is that my bro lost the card instead.. i wannted him to get lunch for himself.. and he got no money soo i juz passed him my atm card.. and he dropped it somewhere out there.. wth rite.. sigh.. shit him k.. haha.. aniway.. yeppz.. i cancelled the card alreadi.. haha.. den i had to made a new one like err.. yesterday.. yucks.. its like the blue colour one.. soo ugly.. yucks yucks yucks.. haha.. den i actually lost it again while shopping.. mann.. it sux alright.. i freak out like hell.. i was like.. oh no oh no.. where is my atm card.. shit shit shit.. screw my myself mann.. sux sux sux.. die die die.. how arr.. oh gosh.. i sux mann.. how cani lost my card again.. mann.. haha.. and i went on going like.. err.. for hours.. till like my class mate told me that she found my card.. haha.. but i was like.. really almost cry mann.. haha.. aniway.. i veri tired now.. hee.. but still gonna blog eh.. but wad happened today.. here it goes..

err.. first two lesson was pe.. ah!! haha.. pe sux mann.. haha juz joking.. think it was fun.. we cont on the dance thingy today.. well i think i really screwed up the whole dance today.. hee.. i forgot everything.. and that lady was like really pissed with the "ladies" side(my side).. and was like saying wad.. err.. that the "guys" can actually do better that the "ladies".. haha.. wad crap mann.. of cuz they did better.. therir dance is slightly easier.. haha.. okok.. i know that dun give me the reason to actually forgot the dance.. soo fine.. but aniway.. that lady was like really pissed with us and i got no idea y.. but she started asking us to go up 4 by 4 to dance.. oh mann.. that really sux alright.. haha.. den.. aniway.. when it was charlene n my turn.. i screwed up the dance.. i did crap there.. i turned the wrong way and everything.. haha.. was shit.. and i made charlene like dance infront the class like err.. 3 times.. i guess.. haha.. ooh mann.. that was really crap alright.. haha.. denn err.. she taught us some new steps.. sigh.. mann.. damn hard to remember.. haha.. and the "ladies" side needa turn a lot.. i felt soo dizzy.. haha.. den charlene starting crapping.. she was like saying wad.. err.. later u dizzy until u ask urself where are u and all those really veri crappy stuff.. haha.. ok.. den after that.. we had to practice by our selves.. haha.. did we?? i dun remember.. haha.. aniway.. charlene n i was like soo lost.. like a sheep in a big city.. haha.. we didnt know how to do the open close thingy that will bring us to the other side.. haha.. crap.. aniway.. den we started asking pple to teach us.. err.. first and onli pair.. rina and mary-anne.. haha.. tot their dancing was like woah.. but err.. in ended up.. err.. better not say eh.. haha.. aniway.. it was pretti fun eh.. haha.. den after that math.. err.. was like normal.. sigh.. s ho gave us a lot of homework.. well.. thats wad i think.. haha.. den after that was geo.. ooh mann.. geo sux like hell.. haha.. she decided to give us a supprise test.. supprise test?? was like wth mann.. and she onli gave ur 10 mins to read the txt bk.. haha.. and i wrote totally crap.. mayb even worst den crap.. haha.. aniway.. err.. after that was err.. recess.. haha.. den later.. .. social studies.. sigh.. crap crap crap.. he gave us the text papers we had last week.. and onli like 1 person person pass.. its like wth mann.. haha.. and i onli got like err.. 5?? sigh.. wad shit is this.. hee.. den later he went through the correction.. sigh.. boring.. after ss was err.. english.. haha.. crap.. was suppose to debate.. but for some stupid reasons we didnt debate.. haha.. and err.. well.. we had to "share" our personal stuff stuff to the class.. haha.. err.. than err.. heard a lot of crap coming out from all the pple pple in my class.. hee.. den poa.. haha.. indran didnt come for lessons.. think she had a meeting or some crap.. haha.. den s ho came into the class.. sigh.. she gave us some acc homework set by indran.. sigh.. soo irritating.. haha.. den after that.. sch ended.. haha..

sigh.. i think i gonna go alreadi.. haha.. gonna get some snore.. haha.. crap.. but aniway.. gonna get some sleep i guess.. tired tired tired.. thats all i can say now.. haha.. soo pple out there take care.. and pls dun miss me animore.. hee

2005-07-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

heyy.. haha.. juz came home not too long ago.. sigh.. veri tired.. haha..

anway alot happened.. haha.. well.. err.. i can onli remember wad happened yesterday and today.. veri bad memory.. sigh..

well.. we had those boring lessons as usuall.. err.. but i think i slack a lot.. not good ya noe.. sigh.. well.. err.. but wads suppose to be in this blog now is... ...

taa-daa

mann.. i stayed back till 6 plus plus.. haha.. err.. i was pretty useless mann.. sigh.. didnt do anything muchh.. and yet others(refering to my classmates) running abt the whole studio.. ooh.. btw.. we stayed back for some health n wealth crap.. haha.. was kinda shitty.. aniway.. i m gonna continue wad i did yesterday.. err.. was pretty useless there.. but became.. err.. usefull?? haha.. aniway.. i did help my class alright.. and mann.. the air-con leak water.. haha.. sounds odd.. aniway.. well.. my socks got all wet.. sigh.. den took off my stinky socks.. sigh.. than i climbed the tables.. phew.. luckli the table didnt break.. haha.. err.. after everything was kinda done.. i left.. left with some of my classmates for dinner!! err.. dinner turn out.. fine?? haaha.. well.. its really fine fine fine.. hee.. err.. got one of my classmates mom to send me home.. thxx.. haha

gosh.. today.. i veri tired.. hmmm.. really.. i scolded my lil brother juz now.. haha.. but i still love him.. and i know he loves me too.. though its a lot more.. haha.. aniway.. back to the health n wealth thingy.. err.. painted faces was seen everywhere in the studio.. haha.. and well.. the all looked pretty.. pretty scary.. haha.. oh btw.. the health n wealth thingy.. my class doing huanted house.. haha.. soo.. scary pple everywhere.. haha.. back to it.. err.. well.. screams are heard almost all the time.. haha.. i think i m evil but.. i laughed at them.. m i evil?? think soo eh.. haha.. aniway.. i took pics with my hp.. soo my hp is like feeled with ghostly pics.. haha.. but i actually really enjoyed myself there.. heh heh.. but overall i think my class did the best!! compared to other classes.. haha.. well.. good work pple.. good job.. haha.. and its onli to the class of ghostly sec 3 5.. haha..

ooh.. todays ms tan's birthday.. sang her a birthday song.. and yeppz.. happy birthday ms tan..
and u r welcome.. =D

okok.. gonna stop now.. sooooooooooooooooo.. mann.. i talk too muchh.. haha.. aniway.. gonna gonna go alreadi.. byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyeeeeeeee..

2005-07-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

heyy.. sigh.. veri long nva blog.. haha.. well.. lazy man.. haha.. juz went to the doctor eariler.. haha.. well.. guess wad the auntie tell me.. haha.. she said that i got too much toxic in my body.. haha.. wad rubbish man.. she is full of crap man.. haha.. den she gave in an injection.. haha.. soo painful.. haha.. didnt go sch today.. sigh.. miss guitar man.. thin my instructor is gonna kill the hell outta me.. haha.. and i think she is gonna kick me outta guitar.. i dun wan.. haha.. but i got reason one wad.. haha.. this time i oso got mc.. soo chould be alright right? haha.. aniway. havent even touch my homework yet.. sigh.. gonna do it later i guess.. haha.. but i really have to do accounts eh.. haha.. sigh.. think i m gonna log of now.. soo.. yeppz.. i m kinda like tired now.. but u know wad? i juz woke up not too long ago.. sigh.. i m such a pigg.. haha.. and also gonna eat my medicine soon.. haha.. yeppz.. soo gonna run away alreadi.. haha.. byee.. *runs away*

2005-05-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

harlo..
err.. my guitar syf over alreadi.. haha..
guess wad our sch got..
we got GOLD !!
muahaha..
soo cool man..
and wad??
the band gals say that we will get same as them..
haha..
wad rubbish man..
haha..
o-kay..
i m soo evil..
haha..
aniway..
err.. tomorrow is my ss mid-year exam..
sigh..
i dun want..
haha..
like i can even pick..
sigh..
oh yar..
i got chinese too..
sigh..
soo scary man..
haha..
i very scared i fail..
i dun wanna fail..
sigh..
haha.. but who wanna fail rite??
haha..
gosh..
i m soo rubbish..
heh heh..
sigh..
think im gonna stop here now cuz..
cuz..
i still needa studi..
hehe..
soo err..
byee..
wish u all luck in ur up coming exams too..
:D:D

2005-04-15T16:34:00.000+08:00

heyy.. haha.. didnt blog for some time eh.. haha.. err.. didnt go ta sch today.. err.. kinda sick.. sigh.. got stupid flu and sore throat.. ah~~ it suck like hell man.. sigh.. err.. sneese loads of time too.. sigh.. oh god.. sigh.. err.. i sound funny too.. haha.. err.. oh.. went for guitar yesterday.. err.. die lah.. i still dunno how to play 'yesterday' and 'lambada' how?? its the 'syf' piece.. ah~ i am soo gonna die.. ahh~ err.. somemore tomorrow got guitar lei.. sigh.. den somemore one person play by herself leh.. how arr.. shit it man.. it is like soo fishy man.. sighh.. it like onli left one day for me to like play it good.. and wad m i doing like now?? haha.. okk.. go practice later.. haha.. aniway.. not going for my 2.4km run tomorrow.. cuz wenta see the docter juz now.. and docter ask me not to go.. sighh.. got mc soo it should be alright huh? haha.. tjl soo gonna kill me man.. haha.. err.. yeppz.. think thats all for now.. byee.. gonna go practice my guitar.. i dunn wanna die tomorrow man.. haha.. soo i better get going now.. :P:P

2005-03-11T14:54:00.000+08:00

heya.. err.. didnt blog for some time alreadi.. err.. yeppz.. a lot thing happen and had my sec 3 advanture camp alreadi.. ahh!! i miss that camp.. haa.. m i crazy? think i m the onli one alive missing that camp huh? but yeppz.. i miss dragon boating.. ahh!! that is like the best water activity on earth.. haa.. and yeppz.. err.. i m like soo dark now.. all thanks to bloody sun.. . i was in pain too.. and yeppz.. it really hurt when i tuch the part that got burn.. like at the back of my neck.. ouch.. but in actual fact.. i like that feeling.. it feels veri nice.. mayb not veri nice but yeppz.. err.. this few days of sch.. err.. sucky.. haa.. didnt go to sch on mon n tue.. haa.. wrote letter.. err.. i will never see a doc.. u see.. its expansive.. i got no money.. haa.. but aniway.. err.. i m in sch now.. using the sch com.. sigh.. their com sux man.. soo slow.. haa.. and oh yar.. i got my stupid camp later.. meeting at four.. wth rite.. four kay.. soo late.. staying over in sch too.. sigh.. i m talking crap now.. ahh!! shoots how? i dun even noe wad i saying man.. sigh.. shitty fight.. i m crazy.. crazy is me.. ahh!! kay kay.. err.. yeppz.. thinks this is all i gotta say for now.. soo.. byeee!! :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P : l : l : l

2005-02-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

heyy.. didnt update for a long long time alreadi.. hee.. err.. well.. wanted to update because today... ...

GOT SPOT CHECK !!! !!!

omg.. lucky i didnt bring y hp today.. but yeppz.. was kinda like cross when i heard tt there s a spot check.. and yeppz.. a lot things was like confiscated and yeppz.. heard tt 4 discman was confiscated and hp too.. err.. and well.. charlene discman got confiscated and she was like soo upset.. not because of her discman.. but because of her cd.. haha.. cute eh? hee.. aniway.. yeppz.. err.. den we went to the hall.. and the teachers talk abt the advanture camp that we ll be having in one week time.. err.. tt means it will be next week? yeppz.. and err.. well.. rina was the onli one with her hp after the spot check.. she s good huh? hee.. aniway.. yeppz.. err.. back to the advanture camp thingy.. err.. it was rather funni.. laugh quite a lot in the hall.. err.. it was like tt retarded man was like really so lame.. sigh.. and after the assembly err.. we went back to class and err.. my class was like err.. full of pple.. haha.. den i went for guitar.. err.. it was like soo boring.. somemore tomorrow oso got guitar man.. sigh.. but needa go.. or else.. i die.. sigh.. this year is soo not the year for the horsey.. haha.. me n my classmate.. soo many things happen alreadi.. sigh.. and lavita, her sis, michael and some other pple got into bigger trouble.. sigh.. not gonna say wad trouble but yeppz.. aniway.. gonna end here now soo.. bye.. i ll update sooon... if i have the time.. byeeeeeeeee

2005-02-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

heyy.. taday's my b'dae.. haa.. and yeppz.. err.. sch.. sigh.. its kinda retarded man.. err.. during maths stella ask us to pretend here pretend there.. haa.. and yeppz.. she called out deborah and lavita coz she heard their names.. den asked them to sell the tickets to two other girls.. haa.. soo funnie.. haa.. aniway.. den all thanks to mag goh.. stello ho called me and alyssa.. the other birthday gal.. haa.. and yeppz.. stello ho asked us to pretend to buy the tickets.. and sigh.. i was like standing there like a idiot.. not doing anithing.. and yeppz.. eveything almost ended when stello how ask me y i nva do anithing and yeppz.. deborah say i was there to pose.. haa.. yeppzz.. pose.. haa.. i should be a model huh? haa.. aniways.. yeppz.. after sch went out with annie and charlene.. went bk to eat.. haa.. and sat there for a while.. haa.. and den.. went ta shop for a while.. err.. by the way we were at far east.. hee.. aniway.. yeppzz.. bought some ear stud.. plus ear ring.. haa.. its super the nice.. aniway.. den.. meet phyllicia and selina.. haa.. and took neo print.. haa.. yeppz.. think tt's all for now yea? haa.. aniway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA!!

ahhaa.. i m soo sweet.. aniway.. yeppz.. byeeeeeee :p

2005-01-25T19:37:00.000+08:00

heyy.. dun feel like blogging now.. juz wanna put this..

You Are 7 Years Old

7

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

hee. not sure if u can see it but.. yeppz.. hahaa..

2005-01-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

today's monday.. duh.. haa. i talking rubbish now.. but think i m used to it.. err.. gawd.. sch sux..

math was the first period.. stella ho.. hate her to hell man.. came in the class and started scolding the whole class.. sigh.. and one of my friend got scolded even more coz of her fringe.. but stella ho is like.. wow.. soo fierce.. but yeppz.. hu cares huh?

2nd period got poa.. haa.. soo fun.. well not really fun but yeppz.. didnt do much.. all we did was copy notes.. but it was alot better den listening to a crow.. haa.. get wad i mean?

4th period.. sigh.. social studies.. it sux man.. although all we did was like copying notes and stuff like dat.. still hate it.. 1st i hate the stupid teacher.. 2nd i hate the subject.. 3rd i hate voice.. he sound like a gay(happy man).. although i think he is.. haa.. aniway.. yeppz.. he gave us some home work.. man.. its 5 pages man..

7th period.. eng.. audrey chay nva come.. haa.. but we gotta do compo as usual.. but quite alright coz it group work.. fiona, mellisa, charlene n me in a group.. oh n btw.. different grps different topic.. and so we got loneliness .. it kinda like difficult.. so fiona did all the writing and i gave her ideas..

9th period.. bio.. gotta go down to the lab as usual.. soo boring.. sat next to selina.. she soo cute man.. hee.. aniway found out tt i left my stupid wallet in class on my table.. well tt's wad i tot.. after bio during chinese.. i walk back to class and couldn't find my bloody wallet.. sigh.. was like soo bloody afraid.. told fiona and soo she went down with me to look for my stupid wallet..we walk around the sch looking for my bloody wallet like retarded fools and all.. decided to go back to class as we couldnt find it aniwhere.. haa.. den.. aft tt i found it in my bag.. how smart.. it was like a lil embarrassing and all .. sigh.. well.. tt's how my day ended.. so yeppz.. :P byee.. try to update it soon.. :P

2005-01-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

sigh.. school started alreadi.. kinda sad now.. haa.. but yeppz..

1st day of sch.. didnt do anything much.. found out tt my form teacher's stella ho.. gawd hate her voice.. and yeppz.. she's like teow.. haa.. likes collecting ear stick.. sigh.. but yeppz.. er.. did bio pract.. sigh.. stayed back wen every one went home.. oh btw.. my bio teacher is mrs chew.. haa.. shes dam easy to bulli ok.. gosh.. every one's like eating the sweets and all in the lab.. haa.. but yeppz.. she didnt even say a thing.. but she made us stay back cuz she wants us to finish tt stupid pract.. sigh..

2nd day of sch.. haa.. cant really remember.. er.. sigh.. really cannot remember alreadi.. so go on to da 3rd day.. erm.. wednesday? wad did we do? sigh.. i really cannot remember alreadi.. nvm go to the 4th day.. thursday.. i remembered i stay back for guitar.. haa.. at least i remembered something.. hee.. proud of myself.. haa.. but yeppz.. guitar boring as usual.. er.. didnt bring my guitar.. sigh.. gotta walk all the way to the ava room to get a guitar for myself.. and yeppz.. played some melody.. er.. its nice of course.. haa.. but sigh.. changed a lil of the score den i forgot everything.. sigh.. i meant the score.. sigh.. den gotta borrow from a pro.. hee.. she remember everything man.. not like me.. super forgetful.. sigh.. but yeppz.. ended at 1700.. and sigh.. gotta put the guitar like back to the ava room.. soo super far.. oh and btw.. i was holding 2 guitar..sigh.. reached home at abt 7 i guess.. sigh.. i missed tt anime tt i love soo much.. wanna watch it.. nvm.. i shall go get tt anime.. haa.. wonder how much it will cost.. haa..

5th day of school.. tt's yesterday.. haa.. er.. yesterday my bag was like soo super the heavy.. gosh.. got bio, phy, and math on the same day.. gotta bring all to sch.. sigh.. and i didnt put ani books under my table alright.. haa.. soo my bag was like really super heavy.. cuz the books were like soo super thick.. sigh.. wanna cry.. and yeppz time table changed.. but sad enough.. they didnt change for friday.. wth man.. i wanna change it.. my bag super heavy ok.. sigh.. but nvm..

today.. er.. i didnt go for guitar.. haa.. think my teacher gonna kill me.. oh ya.. and for guitar right we got a new teacher in charge.. hee.. evonne ng.. haa.. think she's alright.. but dun really like her too.. sigh.. and yeppz.. think tt's all i gotta say soo.. ciao.. hee.. er.. bye.. i ll try to update it soon..

2004-12-11T06:41:00.000+08:00

.. heyy.. sigh.. still awake.. cant sleep.. got two young patients with me now.. one keeps on vomiting.. another one.. sigh.. dunno wads wrong with him.. heart beat super fast.. and yeppz.. looks like he will vomit anytime.. sigh.. today is soo not the day for me man.. soo many things happen in juz 7hrs.. my gawd.. still got abt 17 more hrs to go.. and they are like soo poorthing too.. cant sleep.. sigh.. one keeps on vomiting.. another one looks like he's gonna vomit anytime.. some more super scared.. sigh.. pity them.. .. hee.. think my brother super cute.. hee.. sigh.. then my poor sis cant sleep.. sobzz.. she is like soo tired.. sigh.. i was so scared that he would puke on my bed lah.. but thank god! he didnt.. haha..

2004-12-11T05:50:00.000+08:00

hey.. see i m like soo sweet.. haa.. blogging at the time like this.. haa.. gawd.. cant go into my room alreadi.. sigh.. *sob sob* u wanna noe wad happen? hee.. it was like dat.. i was sleeping on my bed as normal but for some i dunno wad reason my 2nd sis woke me up.. when i woke up i heard my sister asking me to on the light.. and when i on the freaking light.. i found out tt my lil cousin vomited on the bed tt she was sleeping on(my brother's bed).. and omg.. its damn gross.. haa.. i ran outta my room and started knocking at my mummy's room door.. sigh.. waited for a while before my mummy open the door.. told her wad happen and ask her to enter my room.. sigh.. outta sudden.. my brother woke up and saw his bed.. gawd and felt like vomiting(he was on my bed).. went to the end of the bed to let the vomit out.. i was super shock and omg.. he's on my bed.. all i could do was like scream and cry.. haa.. i did both.. i started out with crying asking him not to vomit on my bed.. but his freaking butt was still on my bed.. den i started screaming at him.. haa.. tt was when he started moving a little to the end of my bed to vomit.. after he vomited.. my room stink even more.. haa.. den.. ask my little cousin to bathe.. hee.. she was full of vomit.. and gosh.. its super gross.. but haa.. sparyed some i dunno wad thingy in my room.. sigh.. it still stinks.. so hope it will have a better smell tomorrow.. i mean later.. sigh.. think i am kinda afraid of vomit and all now.. well.. i cried for no reason.. haa.. didnt noe y.. hee.. but yeppz.. cant go into my room now!! so i m like blogging at the time like this.. haa.. but yeppz.. tell u a little something.. my little cousin is still vomiting behind me.. haa.. i m kinda afraid she'll vomit on me u see.. gawd.. but yeppz.. think tt's all i gotta say for now.. erm.. yeppz.. ciao.. haa.. happy vomiting viola(my lil cousin).. haa.. :P

2004-12-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

hi.. hee.. i dun even noe why am i like blogging now.. haa.. but yeppz.. juz blogging outta fun.. hee.. but yeppz.. haa.. er.. hee.. went out on tuesday.. hee.. rite? think so.. hee.. went to sophia's house to exchange christmas gift with phyllicia yvelyn clare kai yun and sophia.. hee.. a lil early to exchange gifts but.. yeppz.. haa.. got very wonderful present from friends.. :P and yeppz.. love it all.. haa.. got a veri cute turtle.. hee.. love tt the most.. hee.. named tt turtle chocolate.. haa.. dunno why.. but i think because i really like tt turtle a lot.. haa.. and i love eating chocolate.. mayb tt's y i m soooo fat!! haa.. but yeppz.. haa.. er.. spent quite a lot on buying their gifts too.. haa.. er.. like it all.. so nice.. feel like keeping it all for myself.. gawd.. feel soo sad to give away the gifts.. *sob sob* haa.. but yeppz.. er.. i brought 2 mugs.. 1 winnie the pooh for phyllicia 1 beauti n the beast for yvelyn.. and brought 4 photo frame 1 dolphin frame for michelle 2 piggy frame for clare n annie 1 heart frame for sophia.. 1 book for kai yun.. another bracelet for sophia.. hee.. but didnt give michelle and annie their gift.. sigh.. they couldnt make it.. sigh.. michelle got fever.. and annie gotta look after some kiddy in a child care centre for some i dunno wad reasons.. haa.. but yeppz.. er.. think tt's all i gotta say.. soo.. yeppz.. byeee.. :P

2004-11-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

heyy.. hee.. erm.. yeppz.. blogging again.. sigh.. went hong kong.. juz came back.. hee.. erm.. its a veri kool place.. hee.. a lot of shopping centre.. hee.. didnt buy much.. hee.. realli.. hee.. erm.. and yepps.. it was like soo rush man.. didnt see ani cute cute boys.. haa.. but aniway.. yeppz.. it was like soo super rush.. haa.. we are like waking up at 6am and going back to the hotel at 11pm.. gawd.. was hoping to realli enjoy my sleep there.. hee.. oh.. and it was like soo cold.. hee.. and went to many different places to to shop and oso take some pictures.. hee.. yeppz.. but dont think it will turn out to b nice with a monster.. haa.. me!! hee.. yeppz.. oh.. and i saw some not soo veri famous actor.. hee. not gd looking.. hee.. think tt's all i gotta say.. erm.. yeppz.. sleepy alreadi.. a lil earli but.. yeppz.. not gonna slp yet.. hee.. gonna watch antm.. hee.. soo yea.. cya.. bb

2004-11-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

heyy.. u noe wad? i juz fallen in love with a anime.. hee.. its naruto.. its juz like super nice.. hee.. and yeppz.. i like it.. veri cool.. haa... but yeppz.. i m kinda like bored.. haa.. but i feel like talking abt singapore idol today.. hee. not tt i like or want ani of them to win.. but juz to think abt it.. for example if Sylvester win singapore idol.. haa.. imagine.. haa.. and if he goes in to world idol.. omg.. its a disgrace to all singaporean man.. i mean.. yar.. he cant really sing.. and his english is a little too.. erm.. chi-na.. and although he may maybe haf the looks.. but still.. omg.. he cant really sing.. gawd.. and at least if that taufik he can sing and also yar.. imagine.. if he is in singapore idol.. at least it wont be too embrassing.. haa.. but tis is juz wad i think.. hee.. but yeppz.. i dont want sylvester to win.. hee.. i am a meanie.. hahaa..but yeppz.. pls dun give sympathy vote to pple k? hee.. think i gotta go now.. soo byee.. :D

2004-11-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

hee.. hi.. i m like blogging again n again n again.. hee.. okie.. i m like a lil retarded .. haahaa.. erm.. yeppz.. i didnt do anything much today.. hee.. work up super late today.. think abt 1 plus plus.. haahaa.. but yeppz.. wasted money on some i dunno wad thingy.. hee.. wanna cry man.. *sob sob* haahaa.. ooh.. i m soo watching antm later.. hee.. yeppz.. but still gotta wait a lil while more to 10 pm soo.. sigh.. think i gotta eat my dinner like now.. soo yeppz.. think i will update it some other dayz.. hee.. bye.. ^.^

2004-11-21T13:50:00.002+08:00

heyy.. haahaa.. i m like watching barbie as Princess and the Pauper.. hee.. am i a lil bit too childish?? hee.. aniway.. yepzz.. haahaa.. okay.. the show juz ended.. hee.. and i m like blogging for i dunno wad reasons again.. hee.. ok.. hee.. think i m use to it too.. haahaa.. hate my younger bro.. hee.. damn irritating.. haahaa.. he failed for his exams and he is like soo proud of it?? wth man.. hee.. but u see if u fail u will cry like hell right.. he was like no lor, i got improve.. haahaa.. my ass man.. he improved?? still fail wad.. wads the difference? hee.. but its really irritating soo yea.. damn stupid.. haahaa.. but i m none better but mayb cuz now really angry at him.. juz scolded him.. hee.. pretending tt he does not exist at all.. hee.. pretending tt i dont see him.. take the ps away from him.. then he started crying.. hee.. oh gawd.. hee.. aniway gtg like now soo byeeee

2004-11-21T01:21:00.000+08:00

hey.. its like holidays alreadi.. hee.. but yep.. erm.. it abt like 11. 15 plus plus..and i m like feeling soo super sleepy.. hee.. but yep.. cuz i slept at abt 4 plus plus yest.. soo yep.. now feeling like super sleepy.. hee.. oh but the worst part is tt i woke up at abt 10 plus plus.. hee.. onli mayb abt 6 hrs of slp man.. hee.. not enough for me.. i need lotsa sleepy man.. hee.. i m sleepy head.. haahaa.. oh.. anyway.. to whoever that reads my blog.. pls vote for PUG JELLY for their come home soon at the 2005 MTV asia awards.. hee.. i m soo sweet.. helping them.. but they are like they best compare to the other nominees.. hee.. so yea.. juz vote for them k? aniway.. their song rocks big time.. hee.. but yea.. remember to vote for them eh? hee

can u even see tt? haa.. i m not veri sure.. but if u can and really wanna vote for PUG JELLY.. click tt banner if u can see it.. if not den.. erm.. u can go to http://www.mtvasiaawards.com/Singapore/Nominees/Singapore.html erm.. yepp.. den vote for them.. hee.. gawd.. i think i am crazy but juz vote for them cuz i really want them to win.. but sad to say.. they are far from winning.. far far from winning.. sigh.. sad but yea.. hee.. gawd.. i dont believe it man.. they are like last now.. onli 5%.. hee.. can u believe it? hee.. of cuz u can.. hehe.. but wow? onli 5%? and tt Stefanie Sun got 57%? omg.. hee.. hope pple dont vote for her ani more.. haahaa.. and start voting for PJ.. hee.. cuz they music nicer.. hee.. aniway.. yea.. but i dont mind the other singer/band to win.. but it will b the best if PJ win.. hee.. ok.. think i m crazy like now.. mayb too sleepy till go high?? is there such thing aniway? hee.. dun care alreadi.. hee.. aniway PJ must win.. muahahahahaha.. hee.. erm.. think i gtg like now soo.. remember to vote for PG like now!! hee.. bb.. smile always k? :} hee.. bb :P wow.. so manny colours.. hee.. so nice.. haahaa.. juz jk.. aniway.. remember to vote for PJ k? hee.. i m like saying it for dunno how many billions time alreadi.. but cuz i want them to win wad.. hee.. aniway.. yea.. sweet dreams.. :P

2004-11-06T17:29:00.000+08:00

hey.. havent been updating for a super long time.. sigh.. hehe.. its like holiday alreadi.. but as usual i still needa go back to sch for my cca.. sigh.. poorthing huh? hee.. ^o^
sigh.. but aniway.. i didnt do veri well for my exam.. juz kinda pass.. not gd huh? hee.. ^o^
but i think i will kinda try to improve myself.. i hope i will.. hee.. but yea.. kinda bored now..
and i didnt go for guitar today.. got slight fever.. sigh.. not a gd thing u noe.. hee.. wad if i get kicked out of guitar club? i will cry man.. sigh.. coz i spend like 150 bucks on the bloody guitar.. sigh.. hope not.. hee.. oh.. as i was saying.. erm.. i hope she will understand me and except the letter.. abt today.. sigh.. but ok.. i am like feeling soo blank now.. blank............
coz i dont noe wad i m like doing.. i m like typing every subgle words dat come into my mind first.. hee..
but sigh.. i really feel soo blank.. hee.. oh n during the holiday.. i get to go to hong kong.. hee.. so kool..
my first time going to hong kong.. hee.. aniway.. think i will stop like now.. so erm.. yep.. bb.. hee... ^o^

2004-09-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

heyy... guess wad... i finally pass for my chinese... hehe... so proud of myself... hehe... but i should be wad... hehe... its like the 1st time studying for chinese and pass... wow... the feeling is juz sooo gd... hehe... but i didnt get veri high... onli got like 66 over 100... sigh... but still... hehe... i m still super happy... hehe... but i failed for my geo... haiz... aniway... didnt studi... oh and holidays is like next week... cool huh? but sigh... still gotta go back to sch... going back on tues, wed n thurs... sigh... tues gotta go for math make up lesson and GUITAR... can u believe it? all cca is suppose to stop like by this week... but i m like going back to sch for GUITAR... its a cca ok... arent it suppose to stop... argh... sooo angry now... hehe... aniway today seems like there is sooo lil pple in sch... as in my class... it seems like onli... onli... a few? haha... nah... juz jokin... but it seems really veri lil... but its like alright... coz i dont really mind haha... i feel soo mean... haha... aniway cont with wad i say juz now... oh.. i gotta like go to sch on wed for maths make up lesson... sigh... and thurs is for GUITAR... sigh... pity me huh? hehe... aniway... yar... hehe... aniway... 2molo oso have to like go to sch... argh... wad the hell right... i wanna slp... i wanna like slp at home... gawd... i m like so slpy... sigh... even now... hehe... nah mayb not really but yar... hehe... aniway... i m like going out later... yea... so tired... yea... gtg now... hehe.... my sis wanna play... bub-bye... hehe chaos... sayonara... hehe... okok... bb :P

2004-08-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

heyy... its been a long long time since i updated huh? haiz... didnt wanna update it but feeling sooo bored now... nothing to do... sigh... poorthing huh? tomorrow is teacher's day celebration... dont wanna go to sch... but... have to... sigh... coz still gotta studi... haiz... and the worst part is tt... NO HALF DAY... oh god... wth man... sigh... *relax anna* ok... and yep... oh... think i m gonna fail badly for my bloody science ca... oh god... its bloody difficult... and i m soooo gonna DIE man... sigh... n tt teow is sooo gonna ask me how come i will fail... sigh... bloody hell man... like i ll noe rite... sigh... and yar... i did gd for some of my cas too... but not veri gd... fail for some and pass for some... sigh... aniway... was like really going crazy... coz i totally forgot abt the bloody sci ca today... and didnt really studi... wont b surprise if i dont even get a single mark man... but still... i ll pray hard tt i will pass... though its like useless now but hu cares rite... haha... gotta go now... feeling even more bored... haha... sayonara... hehe...

2004-05-29T17:54:00.000+08:00

sigh... got back my stupid result... it sux alright... sigh... den my mother was like complaining that the parent before us were like taking a bloody long time... sigh.. coz my mother having a terrible headache and all those stuff.. and my mother was like like telling me tt friend of mine looks like a boy... coz she was like wearing a cap n everything.. when it was finally our turn to take the report book... my teacher was like telling my mother how many days nva go sch.. den was like saying tt cannot like tt.. cannot likr this.. sigh... den wanna see me more often in sch... sigh.. but i noe y... haha... coz she miss me wad.. haha... aniway... den she was like saying tt i am veri smart... by looking at my result... she noe tt i can do better... n all those crap... sigh...